now i kn0w..

assalamualaikum...

hay guyz n gurlz BLOGGERS...

today i realized something..

yesterday i got a chance to talk with my friend FIRDAUS SALLEH...

when i was still in high school (secondary school),

firdaus is the person that i can rely if me or any of our friends  had problems..

i did tell you guyz there's people that doesn't like me right..!?

today my friend AIN told me what is actually things that they don't like about me..

AIN makes me realized that actually i don't have an angelic face..

i don't always look nice in their eyes..

when i'm bored or not in a good mood,

i'll make an annoying face to people around me..

i never kn0w that..

i thought people will always understand me..but i never take a minute to understand them..

i want people to know what i felt but i never wanna know what they felt..

especially about me..

my friend Firdaus said..

that if someone doesn't like you..

you cannot judge him or her before you really kn0w

why they don't like you..

it maybe something to do with their childhood memories..

but here its me..

i just can't believe it..

all this time..they actually annoyed by ME...!?

i'm SORRY to all the people that used to be my friends n those who still be my friends...

i never know that i actually annoys u guyz..

please forgive me..

~with tears and regret~

~i ask for apology~

~to all used to be~

~hurt with me~

.....salam.....

my friends...

salam guys n gurlz BLOGGERS...

rite now i'm looking at my class's picture..JIM1101B...

n listening to BREATH by TAYLOR SWIFT...

n i suddenly remember my friend in SERDANG n them HERE..

there's not much different between them there n them here..

i realized something as look at their faces..

h0w lucky i am coz i g0t them n i can say that they are MY FRIENDs..

all of them have their 0wn SPECIALITIES..

same like my friends in SERDANG...

here i g0t new friends...n here also i meet my long time gone friend..

AIN FARZANAH..N NASHA FARENA...

they are the BEST...

everytime i with them i can be myself again...

myself that i left long time ago..

i can smile n laugh whenever i want...

they will never hurts me..

even i kn0w sometimes i hurts them..

but they really forgiving...

I LOVE BOTH OF YOU....!

to all my friends..just because i don't write y0ur name here doesn't means i don't remember n love you all..

it just..

i don't kn0w..

i always love all my friends..