Friday, November 18, 2011

tak nak balek j0h0r..~~!!

assalamualaikum bl0ggies....
t0day is November 18,2011....
t0m0rr0w 19th November 2011 i'll be g0ing back t0 Segamat Joh0r t0 pursue my study f0r my 2nd semester.....
i d0n't kn0w why but i'm feeling that i d0n't want t0 g0 back there..
all i can think ab0ut there is the pain that place will cause me...

I'M SCARED.....!
i've never been this scared bef0re..
f0r me..n0w.. i just want t0 stay h0me...with my nagging m0ther....
with all this nerves-breaking children....
 i just d0esn't want t0 g0 back...

why we have t0 study anyway..?
well that's a very stupid question t0 ask...

next semester i'll be one 0f the "k0mander" in the UiTM Joh0r...
actually that's the reas0n why i'm s0 scared t0 g0 back t0 j0h0r...
i'm scared that i'll n0t be able t0 be a g0od "k0mander"...
i'm scared that i'll n0t be able t0 maintain my study and my c0curiculum activities...
pe0ple said that being a "k0mander" can be very tiring and time c0nsuming....
i'm scared 0f the seniors....
i meant the seni0r "k0mander" 0f J0h0r...
i'm scared that I'LL CHANGE....

i'm scared 0f EVERY THING.......!
i really meant it....


i'm scared the shit out 0f me....
i'm HELL SCARED....

can't s0me0ne....any0ne....give me a s0luti0n....?
any s0luti0n....
well..... i guess its just t0 much t0 ask s0mething that actually D0N'T HAVE any s0luti0ns....

pray f0r me...
pray with me....
let's h0pe f0r the best 0f me....
aminn.....



l0ts 0f l0ve
~ms1611~

1 comment:

  1. komander siti nur aisyah! hehe.

    dah sampai pun kan kat kampus.. all da best for your study & commander "carrier". =)

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